It was this day of the year again: The worst one… It was on Tuesday. Today I’m feeling better already, but I did not enjoy this week.

Every year at the end of September, and especially beginning of October, I feel terrible. It has been the worst day of the year. Like last year. And the year before that. And before that… I’m happy it’s over now, and that it will take another year until it’s that day again.

Besides that, I still have plenty of doubts about myself. Slowly I’m getting better, but yes: I do not sleep well (I mean even worse than usual – happy if I get my four hours of sleep), have a bloody nose a lot, and my eye is kind of vibrating. All because of stress, and not knowing what’s next. It freaks me out – and yet, I’m not complaining because I chose it. Just hope that in the upcoming days and weeks, I find more trust in myself.

On Thursday, I went for dinner with my parents. We’ve been to the best Georgian restaurant in Kiel, and we truly enjoyed the food. So tasty! Also, while being cold, it was also quite sunny this week (except for Tuesday of course …). Felt so good!

Well, that’s it for this week. Let’s hope that next week I get back to a “normal life”. At least I didn’t skip a weekly review – proud of myself for that!